writing to myself

I have trouble with the notion of writing to myself only--most times. I've done it, sure. but I don't really go back and read it much, and there is just something much more worthwhile about having it such that someone could read it, there is some sort of communication, I used to send long emails to people I barely knew from AOL chatrooms about my life, getting everything off my chest, it seems now that I'm continually worried about overburdening people, when did that start?--it seems unhealthy, I know someone might be dying to hear my insides for no reason whatsoever

ANYWAY, good news is I can pretend this is going to someone directly, but on top of that I'd like to actually be talking to someone honestly about my problems..

*went to do that*