Hike intention notes

I am working out something that right now is this: The always already aspect of spirituality seems to be possibly its own thing, but also it seems to be a condition for the experience of being a conduit of spirit, and can be a hinderence of this in that it might keep you from motivation to put the life/body-mind into a place that more readily conducts spirit, that is, making opportunities for clear contact of the One. So, given those two, I set the background Ramana Maharshi Intention to know that all is right, there is no moving, all moving is God, all stillness is God. In this we have a dual-situation in which surrender to God's will as a servant also creates more freedom, more capaility to achieve happiness--so it seems to me. So, in my hike, I intend that beyond the all is fine no matter what view that I intentionally find God coursing through me experientially, so that I may be a better teacher, healer, and evangeslist, so that people shall see God through my actions and want in. This is my intention for the walk. To breath God's breath, live God's life, walk in God's body and know it is every creature's body, and express that and know the relative worth of that as a dwarf to all things of merely mortal importance.

I am the God as a 23 year old male naturopathic student. Embodied not only internally but through and through. Like a child, I struggle to walk upright without forgetting or mistaking, and in my best I may not even quite have it with the grace and ease I will later have. No worries, I need not question being a human for the incapability of my youth, I will only press on.

As a side note, with the normal 3's sets, I feel like putting in something about therapy--here we have perfect spirit finally including yoga or experiential spirituality but with little note of the mental/emotional sides... oh well, I will throw out that they are distinquished but over lapping and all are important, as for therapy, most of my life is in order and the things I might use for therapy actually seem to be yogic jobs, energies from the past that aren't necessarily primarily got at through the intellect, I've done a lot of that, in relationships abound and now the yoga and spirit are found, I lost my yoga and lost my sense but I'm back again to find them.

I shall live knowing myself in total and my conduit nature.

Next thought: so I'll go on a hike alone, be all stiff and lame and then what?-- lol

ahh, gotta love it ...I think yoga and therapy get to talk about changes while spirit accepts all it finds unconditionally... yoga and therapy get to talk about more acceptance and even accepting non-acceptance, but spirituality makes no such distinctions, it doesn't give a damn but still loves, which seems to be the moving force.

So, where is the enjoyment self, it seems that being alone doesn't quite give me the boost that other-ness does, and sushi, I dunno about sushi, I'm not sure if I can study tonight, I want to figure that all out, but for now I just want to finish my spinach and go out for my hike... sushi?

I might not hike after all, but it is good to have that put together, again the, always already, YET, totally practice having an awesome life of god conduit and functional flow for all beings, self and other...seeing them all, both Michael and the rest of the world, I want them all to have happiness.