I just want to make quick note that I'm still dancing with and discovering a line between following the emotional desires in relation to getting done what I need to get done, v.s. recognizing the time constraints and doing the most pertinent thing first... it's really a flowing now/future dialogue as well as one of pleasure/work (pain?-ish) dialogue.
Also layered learning: I could say this and the other truth I recently wrote about a long time ago, but I'm still processing and reprocessing them, I keep coming back, requestioning, reworking, reforming them. What I could accept already I still work through--this is a worthwhile process, though possibly confusing or frustrating for someone thinking too logically--why am I working through something I'd already figured out?--well, you figured it out, the whole thing at once, but that was just one layer, there is another layer, you realize the whole but in parts, BEAUTIFUL! The whole is me having realized that riding the waves works with logical to better accomplish my goals and stay relaxed but still at even writing that, I know that I don't fully realize this truth, I still act/think as if I don't realize this, I will still falter with it, ex: I might easily just play too much, then logic says woah you've got work to do, this is scary you just wasting time, but then other times I recognize the importance of doing my studies in a way that fits my moods/energy/affect/consciousness at the time--a sort of going with the wave of the moment.
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